My dearest A.,

Here I am writing you again. I must tell you that I don't have lots of things what to say to you and actually there is this one thought in my head.

In different times of my age I've had many best friends or so called ''best friends'' and I could talk to them about everything but when it had really mattered for them to be there for me, they were not. Like last night, my puppy was really sick with cough, sleeping all day, not eating, etc. and I was really sad and vulnerable because I thought she can die. I wrote a message to my best friend but she never answered and finally the only person to come over was ''the guy'' and he just was there for me and we are not in a relationship. It was so nice.

Okay, today I feel sick myself and am throwing up all the time. Hope not pregnant.

Love,

Anna.